Friday, March 9, 2012

A year...

A year since that beautiful second pink line quickly appeared. A year sweet Nicholas has been with us, both inside and outside me. Wow! Its been both a lifetime and a blink of an eye. While our lives have changed beyond our imaginations, I wouldn't change a thing. Its been an amazing ride. I know this is all cliche... but very true.

N is a sweetheart. His "teachers" love him and say he's advanced for his age. Such a little smarty. :) His first two weeks at daycare have been great so far. He's already got a girlfriend, Sophia. He got his first birthday goodie bag from a classmate. And has everyone wrapped around his finger.

I know I owe pictures. I'll update soon.

While I celebrate a year with the idea and of N in the flesh, a friend lost her peanut at 7 weeks. My heart bleeds for her. Unfortunately its not her first loss. It sucks. It also sucks that I know the pain.

Thursday, March 1, 2012

These Jeggings...

In an odd twist, these jeggings - with their skin tight denim on the thighs of a woman who gave birth only 3 months ago - actually make me feel good about myself.  These jeggings steered me away from what could have been a poor breakfast choice this morning.  They seem to possess a power that I can't describe.  Peter looked in disgust (he's not quite sure of the jegging epidemic - but does like the look of my ass in them) this morning as I pulled them on, but I reassured him with my boots, I will look hot.  And I think I do!  Nothing like a boost of confidence on a rainy Thursday morning.

A year ago, I would not have even walked past the jegging display in a store, but in a moment of insanity, I ordered them while on maternity leave.  I figured they would be a goal, most likely unattainable, but a goal nonetheless.

I still have a 'Nicholas pouch', which, while I'm proud of it and the stripes it bears, I wouldn't mind seeing it go.  And these jeggings... they give me that boost to say, "No. I am not going to get that yummy bagel with cream cheese.  I'm opting for healthy oatmeal this morning."

Thank you Old Navy and your Rock Star Jeggings!